take me to church pt. III

a secret has been shared today i learned what faith is, all the way

you'll never know if god is there you'll never know if god will aid you'll never know if god is fair you'll never know if god will fade

the secret is that you keep going knowing nothing, seeing less you visit church on every morning knowing: these walls were made to bless

my faith sure got me losing every spark of sense sometimes it leaves me bruising and doubts keep getting dense
in bright light, though, apostles help explaining why this still is right they read from books packed in a shelf collecting dust for thousand nights
slowly just, i start to feel (not understanding yet) what those words were meant to mean why it's in stone where they were set
book's not getting tired telling what third eyes need to know some of it is real compelling other makes you feel so low
faith's origin? pretty startling leaves you pitying this girl name carrying quite burden 'cause her mind's causing quite hurl
I'm seeing eve in my reflection am no woman, nonetheless I, too, cannot refuse this tension foul snakes supporting my mess
the heretics keep on begging telling me to quit a warning all-so-wrecking but poorly paired with little wit
but no, i will not stop the feast my church throws apples everywhere up to north, west, south and east like you're supposed to, if you care
this fruit was made to nurish ...god told me in my dreams and church was made to flourish with dozen apples trees